because every time I hear your voice its like a soundtrack to me
you always tell me the truth never telling a lie
but when you dont pay attention to me I feel like I gonna die.
Its been years since shit has been right but you’re still the one I still want to hold conversation with at night
the lonely nights when I feel like the world is holding me down , you always drag me up to where Im supposed to be having my head about the water
but I just want to let you know that Im glad that you’re here for me when you can be
but when will you be mine , to have and to hold, shit I dont know maybe never
but the way that the world sees it is that we should never be together
but why do I not fit up to the standards of who and what your girlfriend should be like will I ever have the potential to be your wife?
maybe not , maybe so but at the end of the day I never want our friendship to go
always there when I need you , alway trying to make me see the brighter side
of things but the only way for you to see the brighter side of me is to be with you
yes I maybe a little off or too lost in love but when you fall in love with your best friend you never want anything to change
I only want happiness for the both of us but I never want it to be pressed or fake
Its like you see everyone else around me but you wont give me a try…
what have I ever done to you that makes you feel this way…
I’ve only been same girl from years ago, what are you trying to do? take it nice and slow?
if that’s the case you might want to speed up because Ive been waiting too long and I feel like moving on cause from what I’m seeing there will never be a you & I
guess it wasn’t a reason to catch feelings because we aint going steady but you tell me that I matter.
I never understand, if you want your cake and eat it too then why dont you get that sweet tooth pulled.
saving the best for last huh, keep on and I’m going to be gone …
but I’m not I’m the one who just take too much bullshit from bullshitters.
this love I can already tell is going to be a tragedy maybe even a parody but as of now the relation ship that you’re on will sink one day and when it does you will
try to hop off it but I will be sailing away happily with someone new that isnt afraid to show his emotions.
so you’re telling me that emotions arent what a man should do….
real men show their emotions and let it be know what he is feeling but until that day I will move on and try not to turn back but most likely I will get pulled back by you
something that I will unwillingly do.(2 years ago)